@Hohliu Thank you for sharing your story and what you have gone through. Having a traumatic childhood can make it much harder to deal with rocky issues in our adult lives. We look to family as our strongest support during our darkness moments, but can feel so bleak when they are not there to help. Thank goodness your friend was there and you received medical help right away. The journey was very long and painful, and it’s really your strong determination to live a better life that helped you recover. I’m so glad to hear you are better now and have a happy family of your own.